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Phoo [21 Sep 2003|11:43pm] [ mood | busy ] Lately I have been tired, but not the tired where I would lay down, take a long nap, get up and feel untired. I'm just tired of being busy--being here. I am ready for a major change in my life whatever it may be. I hate how I can't keep a strong interest in some things--that's why i'm leaving some of these communities. I never post in many of them, so why stay? Went over my cell phone minutes. hahaha BUT my Papa has decided to go ahead and pay the bill and is giving me another chance. YES! So my cell will be on lock down for a long time I'm reading The Hours, and that's fun. I would love to see the movie though. 11:48pm and I'm no where near done with my AP CRAP assignments. i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

[21 Sep 2003|10:55am] [ mood | tired ] I never know what to type about anymore... and nothing burns

Are weekends supposed to be like this? [15 Sep 2003|12:30am] [ mood | crappy ] Saturday: Read, slept, ate, went to Barnes and Noble Sunday: Read, slept [four naps to be exact with sme pretty intense dreams], went to church Then I came to the conclusion that I am being controlled, but not by a man. I'll just fall asleep again while hugging my out of state applications... and nothing burns

givemelife,givemepeace,givememyselfagain [14 Sep 2003|05:41pm] [ mood | angry ] I am Chief Bromden, My Gma is Nurse Ratched, and this house is the fucking COMBINE btw, I'm so happy sara is enjoying lord of the rings and nothing burns

it's a miracle [10 Sep 2003|10:08pm] [ mood | busy ] William Falukner. As I Lay Dying. Finally, a book I abosolutely loath right now--it makes my tummy hurt!! I didn't feel too good today to begin with; I know Sara noticed, and I think she got upset, but I was tired b/c ap is beating me, but in the end I always conquer. Ate some cupcakes in ::gasp:: Mr. Lambert's room; Sara and I. It was fun too because not once did we get caught. Either he's getting old or we're too sneaky for our own good. The cupcakes made my tummy hurt also because I haven't had one in a loooong time. I wish it was Friday already... Oh! I saw the Weakerthans in your post kat, and decided to download...I love them :o) i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

Addicted [08 Sep 2003|10:11pm] [ mood | dorky ] Hi. My name is Bernesha and I am addicted to Eiljah Wood. i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

AHHHHH [08 Sep 2003|05:57pm] [ mood | depressed ] I really should not be eating Starbucks Coffee White Chocolate Latte ice cream... i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

luau and more football [06 Sep 2003|10:48am] [ mood | calm ] The orchestra luau was exciting. It was the most fun I have ever had with the group besides concerts. We need more of these gatherings. There's something about getting wet in the rain, getting covered in flour and running through the grass without shoes that brings one close to another. Football was the best. I actually took my shoes off! Anyway, it was boys against girls with Mr. T on the girl's team because some of us had no idea what we were doing. Good times. I had fun coming out of my shell--interacting with people whom I've never considered hanging with. I can't believe I'm about to say this, but Maggie's not that bad of a person???? Realization--I don't hang and talk with Jared as much as I would like to. We should get together sometime because he's a cool cat. Talked to Andy about the Tori/Ben concert. His comment on Tori: "Tori Amos is weird!" Hahaha He didn't stay for the whole thing though. I just wish Sara had more fun :o( Maybe next time babe? Ah well, ciao i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

futbol [04 Sep 2003|10:33pm] [ mood | calm ] I went to a JV football game. I really did not want to go because I hate the whole football game scene. My cousin plays for Lake Gibson, so my family decided to support him. I saw alot of LCMA veterans and some LHS/HAC kids [of course, because LG was playing LHS]. Haha the cheerleaders were getting on my nerves. I think I have one of their cheers memorized...eww. In the end LG won, and I forgot the score. I discovered today that jealousy is the root of 99.9% of why I get angry at someone. God, Lene is great--thank you Sara and nothing burns

what i need to do [01 Sep 2003|10:47pm] [ mood | shut up ] *stop being so obsessive *pay more attention to those that love instead of those that i wish would love me *calm down *drink more tea *stop hating him *deal with it *go to sleep and nothing burns

[01 Sep 2003|10:37pm] [ mood | bitchy ] I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM IHATEHIM!!!!!!!!!!!! and nothing burns

[31 Aug 2003|10:12am] [ mood | impressed ] went to a party last night. it sucked but was a nice experience. i learned that it doesn't matter what clique you're in, it's still all about beauty. i put my hand among the flames, and nothing burns

as fast as i can [29 Aug 2003|01:07am] [ mood | awake ] good day? uh, pretty much. it was fun discussing the ring with sara and leah. great movie, although it gives chills like whoa. took 2 naps [how about that one sara? lol] tried to study for mr. lambert's test, but all i can think about is the guest speaker in mr. cleveland's class. i'm nervous and excited at the same time! umm, gonna study now. maybe. and nothing burns

[27 Aug 2003|10:03pm] [ mood | dorky ] Seer The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla Interesting, yet true. Thanks Sara!! and nothing burns

[26 Aug 2003|08:30pm] [ mood | calm ] Well, as every morning for the past few days, fragments of dreams are the first things on my mind. When I opened my eyes a certain person's name was floating around, and I knew I had a dream about him, but I can not remember it. School was...school. The only exciting thing right now is Mr. Cleve's class. We're discussing philosophy, and read the Allegory of the Cave. Talk about mind blowing. I know I am still in the cave in some things, and apparently the person that's supposed to come back and get me hasn't done so yet. Ate a plum today--I love plums; almost better than pineapples and strawberries. Not only are they a purple-ish color, they have that nice sweet/tangy flavor. Up again tonight to do some reading. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest good stuff. and nothing burns

[26 Aug 2003|06:15pm] I get the feeling this is going to be another one of those journals where I update for about a week, then let it die... and nothing burns

I am the dream queen [26 Aug 2003|05:56am] [ mood | awake ] Pretty much ever since school started, I've been having dreams, and they all contain people from school. I have gotten in the habit of documenting these dreams, and once in awhile I'll go back, and try to interpret them. So far I've been right everytime... and nothing burns

[25 Aug 2003|10:15pm] I am an awesome procrastinator! Am I proud of this? Well, yes and no. It seems that after 17 years of coming so close to not getting things done, and missing assignments, I'd learn, but no, because I make it every time--I succeed, and therefore I keep procrastinating. It is time I start on getting my work published. I have put it off long enough, and now I am confident enough with my writing, to put it out there. Le Tigre is awesome... and nothing burns

a little dust never stopped me none... [25 Aug 2003|08:21pm] Mad Monday. I was just not feeling the best part of my soul today. Senoritis is catching up with me fast, and I really wanted to avoid him. I can't stop bitting my nails... and nothing burns

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